I used to stress that I couldn’t throw myself 100% into everything because that’s what it took to be the best, but I’ve realized that I don’t need to be the best at everything. There’s a lot of things I love, and as long as I’m doing what I love that’s what matters right? On that note, have a great day doing what you love!
I was recently cuddling with my baby and had this crazy thought: She’s part of my body. Well, not actually, we’re not Siamese mother-daughter of anything, but she was grown and created out of my body material. She grew inside me – we shared a blood supply. That’s a freaky thought, that you share a blood supply with another person. I was a little freaked out. Then Andrew said, ” Yeah, you did good. High five!” and she grinned her toothy grin right on cue. I did do good.
On the same note though…
I quit! She’s in bed, Andrew away for the night at work and I quit! I quit being a mama. I’m going to go watch Stargate SG1, play Civilization on my computer, and have a stiff drink of good ol’ scotch.
This Mama’s off the clock!
p.s. Happy Birthday to my Husband! I might even let you sleep in today….maybe.
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Sweater – F21; Shirt – AE; Jeans – Guess; Shoes – Sketchers. |
I was really concerned that this sweater would be too cutsy for me, but I love penguins so much I got it anyway and just made sure that I wouldn’t pair it with a full, floral skirt. That I think, would be too cutsy for me. Instead, I wore it with ripped jeans and plain sneakers. I thought that would ground the sweater a bit more in preppy chic that cute-little-girl. Do I think about this too much? Am I the only one who is concerned about this? Maybe. Maybe I should just get the heck over it.
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Button-Up – F21; Tee – Lucky Seven; Jeans – Guess; Shoes – Payless. |
Don’t let these pictures fool you, it’s starting to get really cold out here. I’m not a fan of that. I’ve been busy working on the re-deisng of the site, and trying to organize one photoshoot, prepare a script for a film shoot, and get a contract all organized. Needless to say I’ve been multi-tasking like nobody’s business. Thank goodness to-do lists, or I’d be totally lost.
But I have to say that all this activity has been incredibly fun, and all the positivity has me so encouraged, excited and productive. Now if only I could survive on two hours sleep…..
How do you keep track of everything you have to do? I sometimes find myself losing my to-do list and then I’m totally lost. What are some of your tricks?
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Shirt – Delias; Vest – F21; Jeans – Gap; Socks – Calvin Klein |
Do you like the socks? That’s my particular favorite of this outfit. I wasn’t going anywhere so I didn’t bother with thinking about shoes. And to be honest with you, this is an outfit from Sunday when I played BSG with some friends. I don’t want to get dressed today.
I probably will. But right now, I’m resisting the urge.
On another lazy note, I’m really looking forward to the next three day’s season premieres. We’ve got Criminal Minds, Community, Grey’s Anatomy, Fringe and Supernatural. Love it! But I have to wait until October for The Walking Dead and House. Boo!
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Vest – AE; Shirt – F21; Jeans – Guess. |
Headed off to a photography workshop today. Hopefully it’s going to be very educational. I’m really looking forward to improving my photography. My dad put my first SLR camera in my hands when I was six, right around the time he taught me to play chess – he was nothing if not ambitious for his daughter. So it’s been a passion of mine since I was little and I’m really looking forward to learning some more tricks of the trade.
And the outfit? It’s all nerd, and it’s all me! I love pairing nerd shirts with vests. Something about the whole ‘hot nerd’ thing maybe?
Don’t forget to check out my shots from the Posthuman shoot here.
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Shirt – Lucky 7; Shorts – Smart Set; Shoes – Zellers |
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Earrings and Bracelet – F21; T-Shirt – Dehlias ; Skirt – Spotted Moth; Shoes – Zellers. |
So I’m done my shoots for a bit. I’ve got rehearsals for two projects coming up, live on air shifts and probably more auditions, but right now it’s quiet and therefore I’m taking a small breather. I like being busy, but I also like the quiet moments where I can just enjoy the time.
Oh and Baby’s first birthday is coming up. That completely blows my mind. At times it feels like we’ve had her forever *especially when she keeps up at night* and other times it feels like we’ve had her just a few short weeks. But it’s been a year. One whole year.
Today I watched her watching Backyardigans and was completely mesmerized. That cute little nose, those lips hanging open in wonderment, and those smooth porcelain cheeks. I made those. I nourished and grew them. And they’re beautiful. As is the mischievous little personality that thinks I don’t see her splashing in Drake the Dog’s water bowl.
True Story: Opened the fridge, took out almond milk to put in my coffee, put milk back, turned around and found Baby eating Drake the Dog’s food. His food is organic and sugar free, so at least she’ll have a shiny head of hair.
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Vest – H&M; Shirt -?; Jeans – Guess; Earrings – F21; Boots – Ruche |
I can relate to Peter Parker – not the super powers due to a spider bite thing, though I do rock at Super Mom even on little sleep – but the whole nerd-never-gets-the-girl thing. No, I’m not after a girl. The girl is the metaphorical griffin of life. I often feel like the underdog – but that’s cool ’cause every dog gets his day. I’m not the life of the party, or the one everyone gravitates to; I’m the one who watches and listens and snags the chocolate covered strawberries from the buffet table. And I’m happy being that person – chocolate covered strawberries are good. No pressure to please, and also no worries. I like to sit back and watch what happens. Turning the spotlight on me often makes me nervous. That’s why I like to act, I guess. ‘Cause it’s not me up there it’s a different character.
In high school I remember having those self-confidence issues we all have. Wanting to be that girl. You know, the one every guy liked and every girl wanted to be. But now I’m happy I wasn’t. That’s a lot of pressure to live up to. And that’s a lot of eyes looking at you and judging. I had good friends and got to geek out all I wanted.
And that has continued to this day. I’m still not that girl, but I’m the girl in the corner talking to some dudes about BSG, Firefly and Star Trek vs Star Wars over an old scotch. And you know what? That’s company I like. I understand that language. Those are my peeps. And I’ve got a lot to say about Boba Fett.
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My New Tank-top!! |
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Sweater – H&M; Dress – Urban Outfitters; Tank & Leggings – F21; Boots – Somewhere in NYC |
Hence the need for coffee.