|View from the Gym.|
This week I’ve been away from my family working at the Auto Show for Subaru. I have to say the days are long and my body is tired, but it’s been the exact thing I’ve been needing. It’s given me a chance to be Joanna, not ‘Mama’ consistently for a few days straight and, even though the work is hard, it’s so wonderful to have that freedom to not be ‘Mama’ for a while. It’s mentally refreshing. Adding to this great refresh is the knowledge that I’m making a wonderful income and that for a while at least I’m definitely the main bread winner and the one supporting my family. Yes, I have missed my baby, and I’m missing her so much I’m watching videos of her on my computer just to her great personality. I really needed this break and recharge from being ‘mama.’
I’ve also got a chance to go out with my co-workers in the evening and get a bit silly, and to be honest this is so much fun and it’s so freeing to be able to do that.
But I also realized just how much I need me time and quiet time. Between working and talking to people all day and sharing a hotel room, I’m not getting any solo time. So one night, after going out, I went by myself to the one place I knew would be totally deserted late at night – the hotel gym. I just sat there in that darkened room looking out the window and got to be alone with my thoughts with no one around. I got to sit in my mind and just be in the stillness of a room that had been devoid of people for hours. There was a pure peacefulness about it. And that ten minutes of sitting there was the exact thing I was needing. It was a zen moment of peace, stillness and reflection.
This whole week I’m smiling.
KayteFebruary 25, 2012
This is so perfect! I'm glad you're having such a wonderful, discovery-laden week. Breaking out of your day-to-day routine is such a necessary practice!
triciaFebruary 26, 2012
Glad you're getting some non-mama time. It is SO crucial!